umm sometimes..

I have feelings concerning airports, bus stations, doorways and misunderstandings. It feels like my heart is cleaved to my chest which will detach itself from my body and fall onto the floor writhing in anguish and then lie fatally still. Then I bite a sliver of my lip, try to defocus and feel my eyes swiveling like marbles in directions they are not used to taking. My throat seems to swell like an itchy blister and I squint even when the sky lacks a sun. Not someone who can shrug goodbyes of any kind, I live with them for a while, till I am ready to shake loose.

Otherwise, I'm doing pretty alright. How're you?